i really don't know why but there will always be a certain point in your life wherein you would always feel both happy and lonely. Happy for other people - real happiness cause maybe they found something that made them change their thoughts that would soon be translated to actions - and sad - cause you just sometimes think that there are these things in your life that makes you euphoric but you know deep down that it's simply fake. i dont know why i'm really feeling this gloomy right now. i can't even further elaborate it cause it i don't know what the root of all these thoughts is. i hope i'll find the answers to all my questions soon.
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this is the WORST-EST POST i'll ever have.
well, not because of theway it'll be written
but the way i view its content...
OH. MY. GOSH.
this whole stupidity started with adream.... err... a nightmare...
let me begin by saying that
RAMON EMMANUEL CAPUZ ASTURIANO
IS THE REASON WHY I HAD THIS DARN DREAM.
he asked me all the deets about my guy friend (let's just call the guy friend...hmm...'Perry'). there it goes, he told me all his insights about Perry and made everything vague. So i cleared things up and told him that
Perry and i are friends - just friends.
when i got home, i did my regular deeds then slept...
AND IT BEGAN...
*** my nightmare ***
Perry was courting someone in my dream (let's name her 'Pepper'). Pepper and i got to know each other. well, i do not know how but we kinda became close.and that was the time when i discovered the weirdest fact that this dream has shown me.
PEPPER WAS A GAY...BIOLOGICALLY, A MALE - not even a shemale for that matter! PEPPER WAS A 'HE' (well that's the pronoun i must use but it wouldn't be clear and it would mean grammatical errors, so i'd stick with the pronouns, 'she' and 'her', every time i'd refer to PEPPER.) i didn't now how i found out, but i did. I just did.
And knowing the good friend that i was, i kept my mouth shut.
i didn't tell Pepper that i already knew her secret.
Neither did i tell Perry about my latest discovery.
I kept silent about it because they were both happy.
Perry was happy. And i'm glad about it.
i guess i do believe that some secrets are supposed to be kept so that it won't hurt anyone....UNTIL IT'S DISCOVERED. yes,Perry knew about it. he was crying. he poured his heart out to me. he even asked me if i knew about it and i admitted it. and when he asked me why i didn't tell him, he didn't blame me for answering,
"because you were too happy, i can't allow myself to break the truth to your face."
had i known that PEPPERGAY were only tripping on my friend's feelings,
i would've revealed the ugly truth to the whole world right when i discovered it!
but i didn't because it would break my friend's heart.
soon after, my dream just went with the flow, then, i realized that
Perry grabbed my hand, smiled at me and said the words that shocked me to the nerves,
"TAYO NA LANG KAYA. OK LANG BA?"
i wasn't able to reply but i can feel myself puzzled and POOF! i'm awake.
***end of nightmare***
WELL, my nanny woke me up! thank God!
hmm... it still puzzles me, ok? I really do not know how Perry entered my dream... i mean,why was perry in my dream while the guys i've been fantasizing of has never been in my dreamland? then it made me realize that maybe i do like him... well, i think i do... BUT I HOPE I DON'T! COME ON! i have already been in this kind of situation before, for crying out loud!!!!!!!!!!! (which i'll be writing soon... tomorrow maybe) haha! that's it! my nightmare... it has been bothering me for quite sometime now, i'll write the whole deal tomorrow...i'll try to...
So i bet you do understand why the title of this entry is DISTURBIA.
well, my mind is in that state every time i recall this whole thing...
good thing i forgot about this word when i was writing an older post.
i knew i'd use this word for a more appropriate thing.
HA! HA! HA!
THAT'S ALL FOR NOW!
GOD BLESS!
TOODLES! :*
*TRIVIA: Tita Chichi's dog's name is PEPPER. i hate that dog so much! i think he plots on how to kill me everyday!
well, not because of the
but the way i view its content...
OH. MY. GOSH.
this whole stupidity started with a
let me begin by saying that
RAMON EMMANUEL CAPUZ ASTURIANO
IS THE REASON WHY I HAD THIS DARN DREAM.
he asked me all the deets about my guy friend (let's just call the guy friend...hmm...'Perry'). there it goes, he told me all his insights about Perry and made everything vague. So i cleared things up and told him that
Perry and i are friends - just friends.
when i got home, i did my regular deeds then slept...
AND IT BEGAN...
*** my nightmare ***
Perry was courting someone in my dream (let's name her 'Pepper'). Pepper and i got to know each other. well, i do not know how but we kinda became close.
And knowing the good friend that i was, i kept my mouth shut.
I kept silent about it because they were both happy.
Perry was happy. And i'm glad about it.
i guess i do believe that some secrets are supposed to be kept so that it won't hurt anyone....UNTIL IT'S DISCOVERED. yes,
"because you were too happy, i can't allow myself to break the truth to your face."
but i didn't because it would break my friend's heart.
Perry grabbed my hand, smiled at me and said the words that shocked me to the nerves,
"TAYO NA LANG KAYA. OK LANG BA?"
i wasn't able to reply but i can feel myself puzzled and POOF! i'm awake.
***end of nightmare***
WELL, my nanny woke me up! thank God!
hmm... it still puzzles me, ok? I really do not know how Perry entered my dream... i mean,
So i bet you do understand why the title of this entry is DISTURBIA.
good thing i forgot about this word when i was writing an older post.
i knew i'd use this word for a more appropriate thing.
HA! HA! HA!
THAT'S ALL FOR NOW!
GOD BLESS!
TOODLES! :*
*TRIVIA: Tita Chichi's dog's name is PEPPER. i hate that dog so much! i think he plots on how to kill me everyday!
i just wanted to say that i really got kinda irritated kanina! DARN! SUPER BV! NO DEETS. SORRY!
(This post was supposed to be written yesterday. however, i was really sleepy when i got home so i wasn't able to do it.)
THE PRELIMS FOR VISUAL TECHNQUES 1
- MIGUEL DE BENAVIDEZ WITH THE LIONS AND THE PLANT BOX -
WAS AHUGE JOKE! OMG! I SO HATE IT!
I WAS SO TOTALLY BURNED UNDER THE SUN!
I LOOK DARKER, REALLY!
MY FEET HAVE DIFFERENT SHADES!
I CAN'T USE MYUMBRELLA BECAUSE THERE WERE ALSO STUDENTS AT T HE BACK!
I SO TOOOOOOOOOOOTALLY HATE IT!
Benavidez's features weren't difficult at all - well, except for the left hand which was holding the book! But the whole statue wasn't difficult to draw at all, so it was fine since i really practised drawing people.However, the moment i reached his alipores, thelions, my hand doesn't really know how to do it! I tried to draw them for like three times but they were all failures! So i eventually sought for Jeremy's help since he was already through and he already passed his work. I asked him to sketch the lions - thank God he did it! He was actually asking for 100 bucks because he thought I'll ask him to do the whole thing! Then of ourse, when the most difficult part of drawing was supposed to be done, i asked Ryan to help me.Buti nalang he's mabait and patient enough!
A MILLION THANKS AGAIN RYAN! :))
(I wont tell every detail of the other things that happened to me,
maybe i'll have another post about it since this one should just be about the prelims)
Since MONG and I were supposed to have lunch after my test, i immediately called on her mobile, but she wasn't answering so i tried calling her at home.
Guess what??she was still there! so i waited for her.
I look gross. I look like a farmer. I have mud on both my pants and shoes.
we had lunch at Nitz then we went to midtown, waited for jayrell then for nikki, had a little chat with them and then went home.
OMG! I STILL HAVE A DESIGN TEST TO GO TH ROUGH LATER. WE'RE ALL TOTALLY CLUELESS ABOUT THE SCOPE OF THE EXAM. (I THINK) OMG!
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.
Thanks! :))
(Here's the result of my 4-hour drawing under the sun)

THE PRELIMS FOR VISUAL TECHNQUES 1
- MIGUEL DE BENAVIDEZ WITH THE LIONS AND THE PLANT BOX -
WAS A
I WAS SO TOTALLY BURNED UNDER THE SUN!
I LOOK DARKER, REALLY!
MY FEET HAVE DIFFERENT SHADES!
I CAN'T USE MY
I SO TOOOOOOOOOOOTALLY HATE IT!
Benavidez's features weren't difficult at all - well, except for the left hand which was holding the book! But the whole statue wasn't difficult to draw at all, so it was fine since i really practised drawing people.However, the moment i reached his alipores, the
A MILLION THANKS AGAIN RYAN! :))
(I wont tell every detail of the other things that happened to me,
maybe i'll have another post about it since this one should just be about the prelims)
Since MONG and I were supposed to have lunch after my test, i immediately called on her mobile, but she wasn't answering so i tried calling her at home.
Guess what??
I look gross. I look like a farmer. I have mud on both my pants and shoes.
we had lunch at Nitz then we went to midtown, waited for jayrell then for nikki, had a little chat with them and then went home.
OMG! I STILL HAVE A DESIGN TEST TO GO TH
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.
Thanks! :))
(Here's the result of my 4-hour drawing under the sun)
OMG! My heart's thumping for tomorrow's event!
I honestly don't know if i'll be able to draw the statue of MIGUEL DE BENAVIDEZ.
AND OF COURSE HIS ALIPORES-- the lions!
OMG!
I ONLY WISH THAT I'LL BE ABLE TO DO GOOD!
I PRACTISED THE WHOLE WEEKEND EH!
I even went to Rizal park to draw the statues there! OMG!
I'm reallykinakabahan!
I hope i'll be able to do good!
PLEASE pray for me!
THANKS!
AND OF COURSE HIS ALIPORES-- the lions!
OMG!
I PRACTISED THE WHOLE WEEKEND EH!
I even went to Rizal park to draw the statues there! OMG!
I'm really
I hope i'll be able to do good!
PLEASE pray for me!
THANKS!
i enjoyed laughing on all my entries and of course, the comments! hahaha!
PLUS my huge number of typographical errors!
ahaha! so i decided to use my lj account again! :))
PLUS my huge number of typographical errors!
ahaha! so i decided to use my lj account again! :))
i just want to inform you,
guys, that i am going to
be active here in lj.. but i'll
try to post more in multi.. :))
JAJAJA!
i don't wanna write anything actually, i just wanna share 3 of my favorite photos in our JS PROM..

HERTZ party people!

my dance with PAPA RON!

MY MOST FAVORITE PICTURE
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my dance with PAPA RON!

MY MOST FAVORITE PICTURE
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THIS WILL BE MY VERY FIRST POST WITH TAGALOG WORDS.
I BELIEVE THAT THIS IS MY BEST POST!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
hahaha!!! it was so much fun today! though,, nadaya kame ng bonggang bongga,, ayus lang masaya pa din ang intrams...hahaha!!! puro ko tawa! anyway, this wil be very short coz i'm soosleepy! haha!
the basketball players of DaHeL played with the seniors, lawrent, to be specific..haha! but the stupid thing about the game..is they did all the pandaraya !!! hahahah!!! technical fouls weren't called to their group, all the offensive fouls were put to us and the WORST part is that, the officials (???) gave a member of the opposing team a 3 STRAIGHT FREE THROWS IN ONE FAULT//PENAL TY..what can be worse than that? haha!
BUT that's not the climax of the whole day! haha!!!
RON IVAN M. GALLO *praises!!!* from III-HERTZ...aii,, mali.mali!!! ci PAPA RON pala! hahaha!!! ci PAPA RON,, ang dakilang ci PAPA RON..na napakagaling magbasketball.. (woohooo!!!!!! MVP!!!) ANG GALING GALING NI PAPA RON!!!! grabe!!! haha!! xa ung MVP namEn!! wuhu!! haha!! buti pa ci PAPA RON magaling magbasketball!!! woohoo!! galing galing magbasketball ni PAPA RON!!! papagawa aq ng t-shirt muka ni PAPA RON sa HARAP! tas i'm the man sa likod!!! woohoo!!
GO PAPA RON!!!
*akala namen, mawawalan na kame ng pag-asa sa basketball,, peo dahil nanjan ci PAPA RON,, hindi kami napahiya!!! woohoo!! PAPA RON SAVED THE DAY!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
hahaha!!! it was so much fun today! though,, nadaya kame ng bonggang bongga,, ayus lang masaya pa din ang intrams...hahaha!!! puro ko tawa! anyway, this wil be very short coz i'm soo
the basketball players of DaHeL played with the seniors,
BUT that's not the climax of the whole day! haha!!!
RON IVAN M. GALLO *praises!!!* from III-HERTZ...aii,, mali.mali!!! ci PAPA RON pala! hahaha!!! ci PAPA RON,, ang dakilang ci PAPA RON..na napakagaling magbasketball.. (woohooo!!!!!! MVP!!!) ANG GALING GALING NI PAPA RON!!!! grabe!!! haha!! xa ung MVP namEn!! wuhu!! haha!! buti pa ci PAPA RON magaling magbasketball!!! woohoo!! galing galing magbasketball ni PAPA RON!!! papagawa aq ng t-shirt muka ni PAPA RON sa HARAP! tas i'm the man sa likod!!! woohoo!!
GO PAPA RON!!!
*akala namen, mawawalan na kame ng pag-asa sa basketball,, peo dahil nanjan ci PAPA RON,, hindi kami napahiya!!! woohoo!! PAPA RON SAVED THE DAY!!!
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hahaha..it was yesterday, november 22, that fatima and i met and had a fun day together. i mean, after three years of not being classmates or schoolmates, it has been a long time to have a great time together. after the practice for the values presentation of iii-hz, we ate at kfc and mong and i waited for a puv that would have a route to sm west or trinoma..well, it was about 15 minutes that the vehicle we've been waiting for passed our way..well, mong and i had a short chit-chat inside the fx because the trip was not that long..traffic didn't disturb anybody at that moment..
in TRINOMA, i walked a little bit fast since faye texted me to be there as soon as possible since she was already at starbucks,, to my surprise, i can't find her..i looked and gazed inside the coffeeshop for about 10 minutes, but i really can't find her,, so iflooded her some text messages saying 'ui san ka na? d2 n q starbucks'..since she didn't give any reply, i went window shopping for about 5 minutes..then i decided to stay near the escalator..but there was an evil stranger who kept looking at me and smiling..so i just went inside the shop and bought a venti cup of caramel frap..i sat on the couch and read the book 'everygirl's guide to heartache' well, it was just quite sometime that i've seen a girl who was walking towards starbucks and was wearing a white blouse and shorts..i thought it wasn't her,, but when she smiled at me..i already knew it was imang (that's the way i would call her during elem)..and she sat next to me then gave me a pinch on my arms...well, i was so happy that time..then i told her to buy her stuff so that we could go immediately..after sometime, she returned to our place and we had some "kamustahan moment"..then we vacated the place and went to some other store..we went to timezone and planned to ride the carousel and the ferris wheel..but when we saw the children inside..we didn't even try anymore..we don't want to be humiliated anyway..then she told me the things that she expected to see.. she said it like this.. "ui sabelle, kala q kanina..ung suot mo, dark blue, kla q nga hindi ikaw ung nkaupo kanina ehh,, panu kc,, ang alam q,, ung buhok mo, kulot tas nung nakita kita,, nakatingin ka din sakin,, tas sabi q,, ay si belle nga to" and we were like laughing and tripping around like the way we used to do it in elementary..then we entered the landmark looking for some cutie stuff inside,, well, we went to the third and second floor,, to our surprise, the area that we were searching for was just right next to the first floor escalator..then, we entered a shop with lots of cute stuff and planned to go back there this december..well, i am really fond of rotating and toy-like things so i played with the bubblegum machine..i'm pretty sure you what i am talking about,,those machines wherein you'll put 5-peso coin and then the gum will go out of the tube,, sircling and then you'll wait for it below..well, i've tried it..but the gum was too big that i can't even chew it,, IT DOES NOT TASTE GOOD..so i asked her to go with me to the washroom,, but since there was trash can, i just did it there..i even told her "baka nman icipin nila nagsuka q dun"..then we just laughed loudly on our way out..then had a little talk about some "kadiri" relationships that we were seeing..but my fave part of the talk was about the gamit ng bayan..some of those are:
SAPATOS ng bayan = jelly shoes
PANTALON ng bayan = brightly colored checkered pants
PAGKAIN ng bayan = chicken fillet from mcdonald's
then we went to THE BLOCK..we entered powerebooks, read some thingys there and had some chat..she told me that "the guy i was talking about in my previous post and i look good together especially during the time that my hair was curly..that he was like nicholas and i am betty (cause he has spectacles and wears braces)"so we laughed and luaghed after that,, then when we went outside, she was telling about her friend and her girlfriend..when this girl from somewhere put some "lotion"(i'm not sure what stuff that is) on our arms and told us to go with her for some demo..so we did.. and it was like..freakin hell though the demo was cute,, the girl keeps on saying lots of things though we don't care about the stuff that she offers..IT WAS OBVIOUS! then when we went to the toy kingdom, faye told me that the demogirl is from their neighborhood and that she always buys biscuits and some other food in imang's store..well, it was like the girl and all of her siblings talk like that and fatima hates them..hahahaha..then she told me to do her some favor..to speak in english fluently infront of her schoolmates and talk like a balikbayan (THE STORY WAS: fatima did not attend their practice because we were having some fun time in the mall..since she's the class treasurer, the class needs the money to buy the props and it's with her but she doesn't want to go to QCA so her classmates just have to meet her up..then i would act like a balikbayan cousin who's leaving the next day and i'm not letting her leave and stay in their school) and the girl that she was telling me just a while ago (with her girlfriend) was the one whom we were going to meet..the funny thing was,, she told me that we would have to stay on the second floor to watch them while they were doing the "sweet" (bluh! eew!) moments.. so we did that and it was like..kadiri! no..it was major kadiri! well, we were with them for quite sometime,, we even went to their school and i told her everything in ENGLISH! thank god my vocabulary isn't that limited..they truly believe what faye and i were saying..i was such a snob then (as always!) i was mataray to them so that they won't talk to me.. well,, we did it right..we made it..we survived..and the whole story was a success! XD then we went back to the mall and we've seen the classmates of the girlfriend(the lesbian) but fatima was speaking in FILIPINO! goodness gracious! we were about to be caught in the act! the good thing was, i wasn't reacting or even talking..so the guy who looks like garfield tripped and faye didn't care much..they were just staring at us..well, sorry to say,, "I'M GOING BACK TO THE STATES" hahahaha...so i told her to ask them a favor of telling the "jerline grlfriends" where we are...we went to some shops and decided to eat at pizza hut..we didn't wait that long for our seats but we DID wait soo long for the food..then i received a text message from my mom asking me where on earth am i..which made me nervous and her friends added to it cause they were not yet coming..we thought tha the teacher already ate them! XD then our food came and we while we were enjoying it, the jer-line came and narrated what happened to them..after sometime,, they decided to leave and we paid for our food..and fatima bought her slambook..then we left the area and went home..we rode the same jeepney but she got off the vehicle first,, and then i went home and waited for my mom to kill me..HAHAHA!
well, she didn't kill me cause she wasn't feeling well yesterday and she asked me to buy something for her and that's it!
in TRINOMA, i walked a little bit fast since faye texted me to be there as soon as possible since she was already at starbucks,, to my surprise, i can't find her..i looked and gazed inside the coffeeshop for about 10 minutes, but i really can't find her,, so i
SAPATOS ng bayan = jelly shoes
PANTALON ng bayan = brightly colored checkered pants
PAGKAIN ng bayan = chicken fillet from mcdonald's
then we went to THE BLOCK..we entered powerebooks, read some thingys there and had some chat..she told me that "the guy i was talking about in my previous post and i look good together especially during the time that my hair was curly..that he was like nicholas and i am betty (cause he has spectacles and wears braces)"so we laughed and luaghed after that,, then when we went outside, she was telling about her friend and her girlfriend..when this girl from somewhere put some "lotion"
well, she didn't kill me cause she wasn't feeling well yesterday and she asked me to buy something for her and that's it!
the cute hat from "toys R us"
with faye at Pizza Hut
she wants to kill me...XD
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